hotttaye

So , I guess I do kinda care , but like IDK , I'm so confused . I know that I don't like you , but I just wish we could still talk like friennds . It's weird; nothing really happened between us , but I still misss talkin' to you ! Ya knoww, whenever I see a RAV4 I always check to seee if it's you . HAHA . how stuuupid . but it's weird; that car reminds me of youuu . Dang , you like girls with big butttts huh . So that's why that's your default picture now huhhhhh ! hahaha . wow , i feel so stupid right now . Ugh, I'm very confused with myself right nowww; I don't like you , but I missss being your cutaaaye ! no more "gooood morningggs !" :/ but thaa last time I tried talking to you again, there really was no spark . I didn't feel anything; I just miss talkin to you , but I don't wanna lead you on , yennnno ? OMGAAHHHH . i'm on a love rollercoaster... "I'm so tired of playin love rollercoaster witchuu, 'cause my heart can't take this drama you be puttin me through. It goes uppppp and dowwwn, round and rounnnnd..." I hate this awkwardness between us toooo . Like I can act normal when I text it, but when I'm witchuu, we're both soooo quiet. Whyyyyyyyyy . I see you with other people and you talk ! How 'bout mee, can't talk normal with meeee ? Annnnd, worst of all, you didn't even say bye to me on my last day :( You were right thereee; it's not like you weren't. Are you scared of me ? Am I scary to youuu ? Kay , I hope you have a goood life . . .