i love my watch(;

I met this guy and he's like a staffer so it's kindaaa weird... But he's so cute! And I can't stop thinking about him.. AHHHHHHHHH. Hahhaa... The first time he kinda talked to me was like the second day of camp and he didn't even TALK to me... HAhaha, doesn't make any sense, but like ok, lemme explain.. We had these mailbox things at camp and people we met and anyone else who wanted to write to you could send you notesss.. Haha, some people even gave #s HAHA(; So like on the second day, we were doing this one activity where THAT GUY was in charge... And then later I checked my mailbox and saw that he wrote to me! HAH, it said "I have your watch! I bought one for me and my best friend so we could match. Would you wanna be my best frienn too? (: I don't have it here w/ me at camp, but you can count my word for it. Plus 3 style points!" OMGGGG, haha sorry I sound so sprung but you cannot imagine how happy I felt that night. I even went to sleep w/ a smile on my face (: HAHAHA. how cornyyyyyyy! So then I wrote back and said of course I'll be yo best friend! hahaha.. I hate how he's so old tho.. but I kinda like it(; Who would've ever known my watch could be so noticed? hehehe, I'm happy my mom told me to bring it!

So todaaaaaaaay, we took a best friend picture 'cause I told him to wear his watch today. And we took a picture! Yaaaaaay (: hahaha, and it's so weird 'cause when we went to dinner, I rode in his car and then when we got out, he started speakin Tagalog.. He said "Maganda ang pwet mo." LOLOLOL... Ahhh, sucha cutie!

debut!

I just came home from my fam frienn's debut! Her theme color was purple, which is my favorite color! Hahaha, after seeing the decorations and even watchin the cotillion court dance their waltz, I couldn't help but think about my own debut in the future... I was even thinkin of my future court. hehehe (: My mom and dad said I will MAYBE have one.. It depends on how things will be in the future.. 'cause Imma turn 18 when I'm already in college! In October -__- so that'd be hard for practices and stuff like thaaat... 'cause everyone would be busy w/ college and some people might even be outta state! So when I talked to my mommaa about a future debut for me, she said we'll see.... And I got into this whole thing about asking her why is it a "we'll see"? 'cause usually whenever she says that.. it ends up a no :( And then we got into this little argument 'cause she was saying how I don't understand that it costs a lotta $$$. And she thought I wasn't thinkin about the $$$ and time it would cost. But I JUST realized that I need to not only think of myself and what I WANT.. but to also consider the reality and costs of having a debut. It's just that seeing other debutante's at their debuts all happy and performing for everyone makes me want one even more! But now that I think of it, I wouldn't want my parents to stress and have to save so much just for one extravagant night. Maybe when I get there, I'll realize that I'd much rather travel.

update.

So lately I've just been home and so boreeeeeed outta my mind. Some days I feel alright just staying home 'cause I just want a day to be lazy and do nothing whatsoeverrr. But I'm home tooooooo much. I wanna go out. I haven't even been to the beach ONCE this summer. Whatta bummmer. All I've been doing is cleaning and doing the dishes and baking brownies for my brother. hahahaha. OHHH! AAAND, doing Hip Hop Abs. Pwahahahaha! Well, next week I'll actually be gone the WHOLE week! And I can't bring myself to pack 'cause I'm just too lazy to do it. I'm going to a leadershippp camp, yeeee good for college apps (; It's gonna be in Big Beaaar! But too bad there won't be snow hehehe. So like for each day, there's a theme for dinner. And Monday is like you have to dress like you're intellectual. Hahaha, and then Tuesday we dress exotic (; lol... and then Wednesday, the theme's represent your own culture or somethaaang like that. hahaha. and then Thursday, we dress like a decade in the past. And you know what decade I'm dressing as? EIGHTIESSS (: haha, that was like the best style anyway... Then Friday, the last day, we just show love by wearing red..Mhmmm. Thas itttt. Hopefully I meet nice and cool people and yeeeuh. Haha, and OH! I guesss there's this talent show thing and I guess I'll just dance. hahaha, I picture this camp experience to be like Camp Rock... even if I didn't really like that movie hehehe (: So that means I'm gonna be missing TWO SI classes! Booo, but oh well....nothangg I can do I guess.


Lately, my mom has been pushing me to volunteer at places and stuff like that. So yesterday, we went to this orientation thing to volunteer for kids that live in third-world countries and are very unfortunate... At first, I was so frustrated w/ my mom for always pushing and nagging and nagging and pushing me to do stuff I wasn't sure I really wanted to do.. But now, I TOTALLY understand.. She always says she wants me to live a life better than she ever lived, and I always wondered "then why are you always nagging me? geeeez, it just makes me more and more stressed." But I really understand now why she's always been pushing and pushing me to volunteer and go to this leadership camp. She knows what's best, and she also knows what I WANT. She knows that my main goal right now is to go to a UC. (mainly UCLA) And she knows that I can't accomplish this goal just by earning good grades. Doing the extra stuff counts tooo.

busy busy busy

So lately I've been reaaally busy ... For the past two weeks , Mon through Thurs , I've had vball from 3-5. Annnd , on Mon and Weds I go from volleyball and straight to TM and dance from 6-8 ! Woooo , workkkout ! hahaha . The first time we ran the mile, I felt so weak and tired; I'm ashamed . hahaha . But the second time we ran , it felt goOoOoOd . Okay , so I reaaaaaaally needa haircut . My hair is overgrown and thick . haha , Maybe I'll get one today . So yeaauh , basically my only free days are Fridaaaaays, hrmphh ... Well , tryouts for vball are next Thursday; wish me luck ! hehehe :) Today I was planning to go walk to Boba Ya with my brother and my dog , but it's toooooo dayummm HOT ! HAHA . Liezel and Christhaang were supposed to come over today and learn the piece to Knock You Down ? But I'm not sure my mom will say yes 'cause the house is dirrrty and she's gonna be like "Whaat ? No , the house is dirty and I don't want anyone to see our house like that." -___- But maybeeeee she'll say yess. Hmmm . AHA . I REALLLY want a pool . I just wanna jump in my neighbor's pool and cool off . OoOoO , we may finally get a Wii today ! Ahaha , my mom and I want to get Wii FIT. YEEEEEEEE . Dangg, I just realized the summaah's almost over ! NoOoOoOo; kinda went my fast . Omg, once again , I'm thinkin bout that theory where they said the world would come to an end in '12 . I'm soOoOo scared ! Well , Jesus said that no one would know when he would come back and the world would come to an end, so we're not supposed to believe that right ? Ugh , BUT I just can't stop thinkin bout it ! That dude predicted 9/11 and Hurrican Katrina , right? So what ifffff he's righhh ! The date they predicted was December 21, 2012 . I'd have already started college and just turned 18 . Wowow , if this theory is true , it's only four days before Christmas ! :/ WELLLLLLL, Imma try not to believe it 'cause I'm not supposed to . Aha . I want bobaaaaaaa ,ahahaha random ! it's hot it's hot it's hot it's hot it's hot , OMG IT'S HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

nothing can bring me down

not even a truth in my truth box . well, since i'm writing about it, it obviously hurt me a little . but for someone to actually take time out of their own fake life to write such a shitty truth , that just means they were thinking of me . i <3 haters. haters are the reason people keep going . i'm not gonna let this person bring me down. i don't even wanna know who wrote that . i hate that my blogs always portray me in a very bad mooood . but that one thing i just HAD to write about. had to just let it ouuut , i guess . next time, i'll write a happy blog. but i won't guarantee that . it all depends on the outcome of thiiiings....

I've been thinking

a lot lately and I'm honestly sad that I left ...I wish I could make a time machine and go baaaaaack . Baaack to where I could NOT tell my mom I wanted to move. Someone in the future should think of inventing something like that . It would save a lottta problems and what not . It'd be a life saver to many ! I have volleyball at the OTHER schoool tomorrow from 3 to 5 ... and for like the next three weeks ? it suuuucks . BUUUT, I love volleyball so I shouldn't complain ... Woooo, spandex. HAHAHAH JUS KEEEDING. but yeah , I'm not gonna be comfortable wearing that, especially at games when like the whole world looks at you...Oh well, I guess that's just how life rolls. LOL. Mmmmm, I'm gonna miss so much from sunny ! The friennnns, the actual schoool... I like sunny 'cause it's easy to find where to go and stufff ...no confusion really. And the people there just seem COOOOLer :) the kind of people you just wannna have fun with and cheeeeel... PCN was fun too . I remember in the beginning of the year when ALL I wanted to do was move to that OTHER school ... now I REGRET IT. Yep , this is something I definitely regret. a lot . In the OTHER school , the people SEEM so competitive and serious . I hope I find frienns like the ones I made at sunnny . I don't wanna suddenly have no life... I still wanna live it , yennno ? Well, I'm still up here in HP, so I guess it's really not that bad .. At least I'm not movin some place farrrrrrrr .


Hmmm , SI has been pretty fun too ... But I don't know why last year's was more funnnn; the pieces were actually nice-looking and well-choreographed . ahaha ... This year, so far, only Monica's and Mike's pieces were really of interest to me. Hehe , I never knew dancing to Taylor Swift was thaaat fun :)

awwwriiight, immma hit the sheeets . ahaha niiight bloggers :)


Oh wowowow, and one of those FAKES just called me. WHY WOULD YOU CALL MEEEE?!?!? I don't wanna talk to you, ugly. You're too fake fo' me. So just stop tryna hang out with me. We don't need a "day" . I don't wanna hang out witchuu so BYE .

various subjects .

So , pretty much, I HATE FAKES . I recently discovered that two girls dislike me for no real reason . I don't even know them that much, and vice versa . Don't you just hate it when someone you hardly know just dislikes you ? And here I am wondering why ... So I guess these girls are INSECURE. Like VERRRRRRY . How stuuupid . Yes, I'm friends with your boyfriennns, but I'm not gonna frckn do anything with them ! You can haaaaaave them, GEEEZ . And I thought you girls were trying to befriend me tooo.. with your fake assss picture comments saying "oh, you're so cute, celine !" or whatevaaaaa. And inside these girls just hate me . wowowow. They hate me 'cause I'm close frienns with their boyfrienns, and they think that their boyfriennns are gonna end up liking me or whateverrr . wowowow , insecure FAKES . ugh, losers . I don't need those kinds of people in my life . So go be fake to someone else . I don't care . I TRIED to make it less awkard by talking , but your guys' vibes just sucked . It's like you really didn't wanna talk to me. Fkc your vibes. HAHAHA . You guys are meant to be best frienns. BOTH FAKE . I don't get how people can just judge and dislike someone they hardly know . That goes to show how INSECURE you guys are. FAKE, JUDGEMENTAL, INSECURE BEST FRIENDS . That's exactly three words to describe those fake losers. I'm done. Just let out everything and I feeeel grrrrreat. HAHAHA.



OHHHHHH, and this other girl dislikes me too. AND I DONT EVEN KNOW HER . Well , I know who she is, but I havent actually met her . She hates me 'cause people said she looked like me 'cause we had the same "sperm" eyes.... and 'cause of a certain someone... it's not my fault. geeeez .



Other than that, I'm so sad everyone seems to be dying :(
Michael Jackson, oh man. A legend. Died so young! And he was gonna make a comeback . Pooor guy , he was made fun of and had a corrupted childhood. And now his life is over . I really can't stop listening to his Thriller album . Imma still try to do his moonwalk . I remember doing Lip Sync at Pius in 7th and 8th grades . 7th grade: Thriller. 8th grade:PYT ! OoOoO, fun times .
Here's PYT ! last yeaaarrrr ....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evRsZ-a4Nms
RIP MJ

OH ! and that guy who advertises Oxy Clean, Billy Mays ! Awww. And Farrah Fawcett, in the original Charlie's Angels....What is happening to our world ?


On a happier note, HAPPY 17th BDAY NIKKI J(: