update.

So lately I've just been home and so boreeeeeed outta my mind. Some days I feel alright just staying home 'cause I just want a day to be lazy and do nothing whatsoeverrr. But I'm home tooooooo much. I wanna go out. I haven't even been to the beach ONCE this summer. Whatta bummmer. All I've been doing is cleaning and doing the dishes and baking brownies for my brother. hahahaha. OHHH! AAAND, doing Hip Hop Abs. Pwahahahaha! Well, next week I'll actually be gone the WHOLE week! And I can't bring myself to pack 'cause I'm just too lazy to do it. I'm going to a leadershippp camp, yeeee good for college apps (; It's gonna be in Big Beaaar! But too bad there won't be snow hehehe. So like for each day, there's a theme for dinner. And Monday is like you have to dress like you're intellectual. Hahaha, and then Tuesday we dress exotic (; lol... and then Wednesday, the theme's represent your own culture or somethaaang like that. hahaha. and then Thursday, we dress like a decade in the past. And you know what decade I'm dressing as? EIGHTIESSS (: haha, that was like the best style anyway... Then Friday, the last day, we just show love by wearing red..Mhmmm. Thas itttt. Hopefully I meet nice and cool people and yeeeuh. Haha, and OH! I guesss there's this talent show thing and I guess I'll just dance. hahaha, I picture this camp experience to be like Camp Rock... even if I didn't really like that movie hehehe (: So that means I'm gonna be missing TWO SI classes! Booo, but oh well....nothangg I can do I guess.


Lately, my mom has been pushing me to volunteer at places and stuff like that. So yesterday, we went to this orientation thing to volunteer for kids that live in third-world countries and are very unfortunate... At first, I was so frustrated w/ my mom for always pushing and nagging and nagging and pushing me to do stuff I wasn't sure I really wanted to do.. But now, I TOTALLY understand.. She always says she wants me to live a life better than she ever lived, and I always wondered "then why are you always nagging me? geeeez, it just makes me more and more stressed." But I really understand now why she's always been pushing and pushing me to volunteer and go to this leadership camp. She knows what's best, and she also knows what I WANT. She knows that my main goal right now is to go to a UC. (mainly UCLA) And she knows that I can't accomplish this goal just by earning good grades. Doing the extra stuff counts tooo.