i love my watch(;

I met this guy and he's like a staffer so it's kindaaa weird... But he's so cute! And I can't stop thinking about him.. AHHHHHHHHH. Hahhaa... The first time he kinda talked to me was like the second day of camp and he didn't even TALK to me... HAhaha, doesn't make any sense, but like ok, lemme explain.. We had these mailbox things at camp and people we met and anyone else who wanted to write to you could send you notesss.. Haha, some people even gave #s HAHA(; So like on the second day, we were doing this one activity where THAT GUY was in charge... And then later I checked my mailbox and saw that he wrote to me! HAH, it said "I have your watch! I bought one for me and my best friend so we could match. Would you wanna be my best frienn too? (: I don't have it here w/ me at camp, but you can count my word for it. Plus 3 style points!" OMGGGG, haha sorry I sound so sprung but you cannot imagine how happy I felt that night. I even went to sleep w/ a smile on my face (: HAHAHA. how cornyyyyyyy! So then I wrote back and said of course I'll be yo best friend! hahaha.. I hate how he's so old tho.. but I kinda like it(; Who would've ever known my watch could be so noticed? hehehe, I'm happy my mom told me to bring it!

So todaaaaaaaay, we took a best friend picture 'cause I told him to wear his watch today. And we took a picture! Yaaaaaay (: hahaha, and it's so weird 'cause when we went to dinner, I rode in his car and then when we got out, he started speakin Tagalog.. He said "Maganda ang pwet mo." LOLOLOL... Ahhh, sucha cutie!

debut!

I just came home from my fam frienn's debut! Her theme color was purple, which is my favorite color! Hahaha, after seeing the decorations and even watchin the cotillion court dance their waltz, I couldn't help but think about my own debut in the future... I was even thinkin of my future court. hehehe (: My mom and dad said I will MAYBE have one.. It depends on how things will be in the future.. 'cause Imma turn 18 when I'm already in college! In October -__- so that'd be hard for practices and stuff like thaaat... 'cause everyone would be busy w/ college and some people might even be outta state! So when I talked to my mommaa about a future debut for me, she said we'll see.... And I got into this whole thing about asking her why is it a "we'll see"? 'cause usually whenever she says that.. it ends up a no :( And then we got into this little argument 'cause she was saying how I don't understand that it costs a lotta $$$. And she thought I wasn't thinkin about the $$$ and time it would cost. But I JUST realized that I need to not only think of myself and what I WANT.. but to also consider the reality and costs of having a debut. It's just that seeing other debutante's at their debuts all happy and performing for everyone makes me want one even more! But now that I think of it, I wouldn't want my parents to stress and have to save so much just for one extravagant night. Maybe when I get there, I'll realize that I'd much rather travel.

update.

So lately I've just been home and so boreeeeeed outta my mind. Some days I feel alright just staying home 'cause I just want a day to be lazy and do nothing whatsoeverrr. But I'm home tooooooo much. I wanna go out. I haven't even been to the beach ONCE this summer. Whatta bummmer. All I've been doing is cleaning and doing the dishes and baking brownies for my brother. hahahaha. OHHH! AAAND, doing Hip Hop Abs. Pwahahahaha! Well, next week I'll actually be gone the WHOLE week! And I can't bring myself to pack 'cause I'm just too lazy to do it. I'm going to a leadershippp camp, yeeee good for college apps (; It's gonna be in Big Beaaar! But too bad there won't be snow hehehe. So like for each day, there's a theme for dinner. And Monday is like you have to dress like you're intellectual. Hahaha, and then Tuesday we dress exotic (; lol... and then Wednesday, the theme's represent your own culture or somethaaang like that. hahaha. and then Thursday, we dress like a decade in the past. And you know what decade I'm dressing as? EIGHTIESSS (: haha, that was like the best style anyway... Then Friday, the last day, we just show love by wearing red..Mhmmm. Thas itttt. Hopefully I meet nice and cool people and yeeeuh. Haha, and OH! I guesss there's this talent show thing and I guess I'll just dance. hahaha, I picture this camp experience to be like Camp Rock... even if I didn't really like that movie hehehe (: So that means I'm gonna be missing TWO SI classes! Booo, but oh well....nothangg I can do I guess.


Lately, my mom has been pushing me to volunteer at places and stuff like that. So yesterday, we went to this orientation thing to volunteer for kids that live in third-world countries and are very unfortunate... At first, I was so frustrated w/ my mom for always pushing and nagging and nagging and pushing me to do stuff I wasn't sure I really wanted to do.. But now, I TOTALLY understand.. She always says she wants me to live a life better than she ever lived, and I always wondered "then why are you always nagging me? geeeez, it just makes me more and more stressed." But I really understand now why she's always been pushing and pushing me to volunteer and go to this leadership camp. She knows what's best, and she also knows what I WANT. She knows that my main goal right now is to go to a UC. (mainly UCLA) And she knows that I can't accomplish this goal just by earning good grades. Doing the extra stuff counts tooo.